3/23 Thank-you party/謝恩会

It’s been a while i kept distance from this virtual world. So what i’ve been up to these few days??

3/22 Went to Tokyo, for the test. So many ppl, and the test itself was not any easy. i hardly finished half of them.

In the evening meet with my old friends. At first i was embarrassed everyone knows this blog, cos i was kinda keep it quiet. But yeah as you all know, i have nothing to hide. And hope you stopping by leaving me some comments, cos i am never sure what i am doing.

Even i feel close to you, still i was nervous talking. Why?? i feel safe writing than speaking. Worrying whether we can get jobs, but i was consulting about love It’s gonna be long to continue, so i just keep it short here. There is one person i ever met that i always admire and respect since i know you haha. Not only me, but yeah to everyone of us i think.

Changing topic. Yesterday thank-you party for teachers. i was in charge of preparing the 2nd party after the thank-you party, the 1st time in my student life. 初めて、２次会の幹事になった. The skeduled thank-you party finished at 20:00 as planned, that was different from last year that prolong about 1hr half more. The 2nd party was from 21:00 (changed from 21:30). Thanks to this chance and my friends, i now catch the glimpse of party organizer. Even they said they will be my help, they would not just come and telling this and that if i haven’t ask/consult them what i wanna know. That’s true for most occasion. i recognize it’s my charge, i have to make decision and get into action. One of my friend advice me to go earlier b4 the thank-you party done. Called the restaurant, but could only change 30 min earlier. Again as teacher and friend suggest, thinking of sth fun or memorable, got the graduated saying their current feelings (graduation while become working ppl). And finally from teacher. i even say, …不安と楽しみがあると思いますが、不安は捨てて、楽しみだけを持っていってください。Well, i couldn’t believe i done it, thanks to the beer that give me some courage

The food was in lack, esp for us not graduate cos we ate nothing before that. But it was cheap with 2000yen each, we can drink freely. The party was gone, and we just back home indeed i was wanna play there all night. i didn’t think of 3rd plan, that’s what i have to learn. A rest of us, they planned to go to lab for the next drink. It took me times until i decided to ask them to my room. Yeah they did glad to come, my room was a messy. i don’t know what their true feeling, but it was like awkward mood, they stay for about 1 hr then back to lab. That was 2am.